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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

x perCye..eyes..

haha..setlah lame ak menghilng kn diri..
akhirnya mncul kembali..
he...

ak tkt korng xsnggp bace la crite
sambungn ak nih..menyayat hati ma..
mesti tak pecye pnye..
bnde ni happen taon 2010 awal2 taon..
mule2 ak mcm tak pecye..tapi tu la reality nye..
tibe2 satu ary eye minx pts ngn ak..
dye minx maf sume salah silap dy kt ak slme ni..
hurm..
at first..ak mcm xkesah..
SO WHAT...
nk pts...puts la..
but he did'nt gve me a reason..
then..ak wat xkesah jela..
suddenly..
i got a call...
something bad happen..

.nk gugr jantng ak dengr ...
tak penah ak tebayang benda tu berlaku dalm hidp ak...
org yg slame ni korg sayg..
wat hal camtu...
saat tu aku ase xpecaye..
macm mimpi...
tp,ak langsung..sikt pn tak nanes..
ntah..maybe da teluke sangt..
tetibe ..
at that nite,dy kol ak..
dy tnye da taw cite sbenar kew..
ak wat xtaw..last2..dy crite..
mase tu meleleh terus aer permate
dari mate ak..
setitis..
dua titis..
tige titis..
membanjiri muke...hem...
ak ase macm dipermainkn..
ape gne ungkapn sayg..
rindu..
 I LOVE YOU..
pe mkne sume ni wak!!!
tapi tu sume hanye teluah dalam aty ak jew..
ape yg tekeluar dri mult ak...
(saye harp awk bahagie nan die)...
macm tu la..kisah nye...
tapi ni bukn ending pasal kisah EYES ni..
korang tnggu my next post ek...
lbih penderitaan...

Sunday, January 9, 2011

sayang eyes sangat..

hye..lame tak post kn..
hehehe..pent la keje..xsempt nk
on laptop..hehe..
k..ak nk smbg story ni..bace taw..

akhirnye dy jadi milik ak semule..hehe..
seronok sangat..
hari2 berlalu dengan indah..
ak rase macm dunia ni milk ak..
tapi malng tu x berbau...
tibe2 hubungn tu jdi dingin..
it happen at the end of the year 2009...
kitorang jarang berhubung lagi..
hubungn tu macm aku digantung tak bertali..
ak jd bosan ngn dye..
every night dy kol..ak reject je
ak borak ngn org lain..ex ak..
ak pn xtaw knape jd mcm tu..hurm...
tapi ak taw,,ak stil sayg kat dye..entahla..
ti jela ak smbg story...ase sedh tetibe..
bye...

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

eyes is back..

setelh lame dy menyepi kn dri..
senyuman kembali terukir di bibirku..
haha..jiwang tak..
cian korng kne layn ak pnye jiwang karat ni
hahaha...
xpe2..k,ak nk smbng crite taw..

at one nite,ad stu nom tu asik dok miskol ak jew..
tension gle..last2..dy kol betol2..
dye soh ak teke...sape dye..
at that time,on the spot..
mate ak tros berair..
mane awk gi slame ni..
saye rndu kat awk..
ak btol2 xsangke..kalu la haty ak ni
korang leh tengk saat tu..
memg tak terluah rndu tu..
dalm mase yg same gak..
abg dy tak ske ak..
coz ad satu ary tu ak tpu dy..
haha..padn muke..garng ag ngn ak..hehe
tpi mase tu tak sangke plak bro dye dendam kat ak..
abg dy surh eyes ak kapel nan kawn abg dy
umo gurl tu tua dri eyes due taon..
ak sedih gile..at first ak ase nk undur dri jew.
tp ble eyes kate abg dye yg force,,
ak ase geram..akak tu plak kol ak
soh ak  tggalkn eyes..huhu
mase tu ak tekad gle..
ak xkn lepskn dye..hu..
ak cakp kt akak tu rmai by len kt u tu..
tpi dye kate dye sayg eyes jugak..
ak pon baran ar..malm tu dy kte kite tgk eyes pilh sape..
haha!!!akhirnya kemenagn milik AKU..
hehe
seronok sangat,,
kla..sampai sni dlu ak crite..
huhu..byk kn konflik ak taon 2009 tu...
papai..na titow..esok ne teje..hehe..
papai

Monday, January 3, 2011

hazbil story about da year 2009

huhu..meh cni dok rapt2..
meh dngaq crite ni ek..
hehe..
tersebutla alkisah..hahaha
best x...hehe..just kiding..

hurm..mcm yg korng sume taw..
taon 2009 ni merupakn starting kekeruhn
our relationship..sediy sagt..
before this..ak pnah kpel nan cousin ak..
tapi saje2 nk hilng boring..
ak xpnah serius nan relation tu..
tapi ak xsngke plak yg dy memg care pasl hubungn dy..
lpas clash nan ye tu yg ak kapel nan 'EYES'tuh..

nak di jadikn story..after my cousin
now about my relationship wif his besfriend(eyes)
dye marh kowt..
diowg pn gaduh kt asrama..men tumbok2 plak..
heehehehe..mcm wwf..haha
tapi kalu nk taw ..pasl kes tu gak
'eyes' kne buang asrama..hurm..cian dye..
start that day..all my aunt think that
dy tu dak jahat coz pukl cousin ak..hurm..
mane stu betol ak pn xtawla..
saat tu dy menghilngkn diri..
lame sangat..
ak rindu kt dye..
mane dye pegi...hurm
hari2 ku berlalu ngan kecewa..
ak benci ngn cousin ak mse tu
sbab dy 'eyes' jaohkn dri dr ak..
hurm..
xde sape fahm derite ak mase tu
hurm..ty ak post crite pasl ni agi ek..
smbng crite nanti ek
nak nanes jap..huhu..

Saturday, January 1, 2011

1st january 2011(coretan hati)

hurm..maybe slah ak..
first day new year pn da byk bad thing blaku dalm idp ak..
hurmm..ak datg sbab nk hapy2,,jmpe membr lme..
tapi nape jd camtu..
mcm xde sape peduli kt ak..
thanks and sorry to my fwen mira n fiza..
kawn2,ak nk minx maf kalu ad hurt sesape..
mafkn ak xdapt jd kawn yg bek..
papepn tadi ak memg cuak gile da salh nek bas..
seb bek ad F****N..
thanks dear..kalu mu xde..
xtaw pe jd dah..sowi ek sush kn mu teman ak tadi..
pape pn ak teharu hang sggp tman ak..
tq to ur friend too..sape ek nme ye...
ala yg amek STAM tu..hehe..
tq so much to both of u...
alhamdulillah ak selamt sampai..
thanks to all my friend...
bgcik,,adk minx maaf...

eye..hazbil2718

key..nk smbung crite nieyh..
actually kalu korg nk taw EYE ni membr cousin ak..
so,,nk dijadikn crite,satu family ak dah taw dah
pasai dye ni..even my mama pn taw..
evry time ak alek je kg get ready la kne kacau ngn mkcik2 ak..
huhu..seronok wa cakp lu..
ase cam hubungn tu da jamin la jmpe tok kadi..
hahaha...

then..ktrg xpnah jmpe pn..
tp dye pnah nmpk ak mse kak jue(akak spupu) kawen kt melaka
hehe..
key..tibela saat yg dinanti2kan..
mase tu bulan 12.2008..ak xingt la tarikhnye..
dua haty bakl dipersuakn..hehe
mase tu kt kg ak,kt segamt johor..
tak payh la taw ek pe yg happen mse tu..
tapi memg sweet sagt kuar ngan dye..
dye bagi tedy bear kt ak.
tu dye...hehehe













ha!!!comey tak..he...
ak sayg sagt tedy ni..
smpaila taon 2009..mase ak form4..
timbul satu krisis yg memg
ak xsangke leh timbul..hurm..
sedih sagt..pape pn..ak sambung ti la ek..
mato den dah tokobil kobil dah ni eh..
ti yolah den sambng crito den..
tunggu taw..
solamt malm..hehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

hye sume..agak lewt ak membuke tirai 2011 dalm blog ni..
hahaha..tup tap tup tap..pejam celik pejam celik..
da msok taon bawu..umo pn da semakn mude..hehe
secara tak rasminye ak da 18 ta'on..hehekalu nk yg rasmi..
wait till 18 july key..
but,at that time,ready present skali la ek..hahaha...

first of all...
aq nk ucapkn hapy new year kat sume family terchenta..
abah,,mama,,akim,,and iman,,camtu gak wat along n angah yg sntiase bg sokongn kt owg
not forgt to all my fwenz..gk19..(mira,tasha,senah,zati,deqbun,amy,dayah,jira,aeton,zyra,ummi,aedot,yana,botet,qilot,mirae,atin,emo2)
kat kawn2 di sambest..zety,,fadek,,yon..tet..nab..
mis our moment togthr..

ha!!!
pe azam baru kowang taon bawu ni..
xpe2..kalu nk gtaw..drop kt komen la taw..hehe
kongsi ngn ak..
korg nk merapu pn tak pe..huhu

azam ak taon ni..
ak nk kmpl duet..thats the priority...
then..ak berdoa tahun ni adalh lebih baik dari sblm nye
hope,,allah kuat kn iman ak agar tak tepengarh ngn
dunia luar yg lagha tuh..AMIN..
papepun..ak harp tahun 2011 ni
menjadi tahun yg lbih baik dan bermakne utk kte sume..
GOOD LUCK!!!
MMMMUUUUAAAHHHXXX!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!